see the thing is i've always been a solitary person. this whole isolation treatment doesn't bother me much. i don't mind the fact that no one calls or asks 'what's up' anymore. i don't mind coming online and seeing no conversations bubbles popped up.
the thing is, i've become accustomed to a life of solitude long before i met any of you. why bother being overly nice to make friends when you are only going to move away in a few months. they only become more people to miss. this is how i thought as a young girl and because of that i grew up guarded.
so don't think that in your cruel intentions you are hurting me in the least. it always comes full circle like this, i understand that. i'm not one of those girls who people jump up and down to be friends with.
i like it more having no one to confide in or talk to than having a big group of friends that take any chance they get to talk about me.
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