cry alone

you will be gone soon
and once again, i will be left behind
always waiting
for your return

it's not easy
being easily forgotten
i wish i could
easily forget

months go by
and i find myself
wondering if you
even care

people change
and so do feelings
so does our love
so do our affections

as do the meaning
of our words
they change, change too
with connotation

sometimes, i swear
i can smell your perfume
in my room
everywhere

but i don't dare
cry for you
anymore, that is
no crying alone